Full Hands

i have no thumbs

I AM ... I am losing my mind in my cs class right now— I think I'm over-stim under-stimulated. I may be hungry. I am focusing better on what my professor is saying now that I'm writing what I'm thinking. I know teaching is hard but I don't like the way many teachers answers questions. Like they have to sit there and fight their ego. That's a big assumption, but this exists in an if branch and I'm just exploring. I would like to better understand where the line is for me, between checking out because I don't don't know what's going on and checking out because I know exactly what's going on. Maybe I could use that information to fight the checking out so I can stay engaged. Or maybe I'm just a dog. Trying to learn assembly code. With no thumbs. Guh.